Sunday, May 31, 2020

Evening thoughts. May 31, 2020

Evening thoughts. May 31, 2020

Cumming, Georgia 2020

 

Right after yesterday’s post I learned that the daughter of one of my African America neighbors was stopped by two other neighbors. They cut her off while she was practicing riding a motorcycle in the neighborhood. Given that they were white, in Forsyth County, in a pickup, and felt they had the right to pull over a young, black female doing nothing at all wrong, I’d say there was a better than 50/50 chance there was a gun in one of the two cars involved in pulling her over. America. In 20fucking20.

 

Continuing my listening to James Baldwin, Notes of a Native Son during my running. Baldwin describes the shooting of an unarmed black soldier by a white NYPD cop in a Harlem hotel lobby in 1943 and the ensuing riot. He describes the looting of stores as “inefficient” and that they the rioters had to smash something…”even if it was themselves.” That scene is playing out now, minus the cell phone video. How can we imaging that same despair and rage is not present nearly 80 years later. If James Baldwin is not on my son’s American lit reading list next year, I’m going to try and get it there.

 

O, let America be America again—
The land that never has been yet—
And yet must be—the land where every man is free.
The land that's mine—the poor man's, Indian's, Negro's, ME—
Who made America,
Whose sweat and blood, whose faith and pain,
Whose hand at the foundry, whose plow in the rain,
Must bring back our mighty dream again. – Let America Be America Again. Langston Hughes

 

Seems trivial to mention it, but I had my first 100 mile running month of the year in May and I’ll cross 400 miles for the year tomorrow.


On my mind this morning – May 30, 2020

Sad and not surprised by the riots in Atlanta last night. I’m filled with rage and I don’t face racism every day. I don’t see people who look like me murdered on camera on a regular basis. I feel like America is so broken right now and I don’t know what to do or where to start.

Killer Mike. For a guy who did not want to be there and had nothing to say it was 8 minutes of brilliant testimony. “Plot, Plan, Strategize, Organize and Mobilize.” It should be required viewing.  https://youtu.be/JxHWVJYXkeU

I wonder sometimes how my black friends function. How they can sit in a meeting with me talking about some inconsequential work issue and not want scream at me or rip my head off. This who system and country is so messed up right now. And it's gotten worse day by day over the last 3 years.

Which leads me to my next bullet. It’s absolutely political. From the racist occupying the White House to his enablers through every level of government down to local reps who vote against hate crimes bills and voting rights and for loosening gun laws that arm and enable Ahmaud Arbery’s killers. And don’t give me any of the “both sides suck” bullshit. We have a decision to make in November. It’s like picking from two pizzas. One may have olives and mushrooms you don’t like and not have the pepperoni you want, but the other has a giant turd in the middle of it. This should not be a hard choice. Unless you just love the turd. Vote. Them. All. Out.

Running. I’ve been a runner for over 30 years. Right after Jenny and I got married we lived in a new neighborhood and I would always check out the new houses, sometimes looking for a door that was not locked so I could see what they looked like. I thought maybe the builder might come up and be mad sometime but even that never happened. It never dawned on me that a neighbor would come up to me with a gun. It’s just not part of my reality.

Also running. I just finished listening to The Fire Next Time by James Baldwin. Some of what he describes from the 50’s and 60’s seems to have barely changed. “God gave Noah the rainbow sign, no more water but fire next time.”

Police. I got pulled over by my local sheriff’s deputy last year at 2 am. I ran a red light two miles from my house after I’d been driving all day and was just exhausted. He asked me if I had been drinking (I had not). He never asked me to take a breathalyzer or field sobriety test, he never asked me to get out of my car. He ran my license and tag, told me to be careful and sent me home. Not even a warning. How do I square that with the experience so many of our black friends and neighbors have?


Sunday, May 10, 2020

Speaking out, followed by action.

I am grateful for all the eloquent words written in response to Ahmaud Arbery’s death. It is important for people to speak out. Our faith leaders’ voices, and the moral weight they carry have been especially impactful to me, particularly those words spoken from remote pulpits this morning. It is important for all of us to speak out. And words must be followed by action. A quote from Elie Wiesel is stuck in my mind: “We must take sides. Neutrality helps the oppressor, never the victim. Silence encourages the tormentor, never the tormented... Wherever men and women are persecuted because of their race, religion, or political views, that place must - at that moment - become the center of the universe."

Ahmaud Arbery was murdered because he was black. Of that there is no doubt. Racism is a persistent stain that we may never completely wash from our national fabric. Changing hearts and minds is hard. But as in so many other instances, our laws and our legislators embolden, enable, empower our worst instincts and make Ahmaud’s killers not just ugly, ignorant racists, but also deadly racists with the law on their side. Action in the form of votes is required to change this.

Case in point: A trifecta of Georgia laws, Open Carry, Citizen’s Arrest and Stand Your Ground, that allow people to walk around armed, take the law into their own hands and apply deadly force even though they don’t have to. A jury will have to decide whether any of these laws apply in this case, but it’s impossible to imagine Ahmaud’s killers didn’t have these in mind when they left their house with a .357 and a shotgun, chased him down and initiated a confrontation.

None of these laws will change with our current crop of state legislators. Todd Jones, my local state house representative voted for campus carry (to put more guns in more places) and against the Georgia Hate Crimes bill, as did Sheri Gilligan, our other Forsyth country state representative. Georgia is of only five states with no hate crimes statute. Todd also supported cutting back early voting in some counties, limiting citizens’ access to the polls. And after repeatedly and personally promising action after the Parkland shootings in 2018, he did exactly nothing. 

Greg Dolezal, my state senator, hasn’t been around long enough to do as much bad shit, but he did sponsor a bill in this year’s session to bring more guns into churches and tighten up the definition of “brandish” a firearm so I can pull a gun on you, I just can’t point it at you.

All of this is personal experience or can be found in the legislative record. I’ve had coffee 1 on 1 with both Todd and Greg. Nice guys, and while they might give lip service to some of these issues, I am convinced they will do nothing other than possibly make it worse.

We need new legislators who will work to change our laws for the better, not perpetually make them worse. Tomorrow, May 11, 2020 is the last day to register to vote in our primary elections. You can register to vote here > https://registertovote.sos.ga.gov/GAOLVR/welcome.do#no-back-button. You can request an absentee ballot here > https://georgia.gov/vote-absentee-ballot . Yeah, it’s a bit of a pain, but if you want change you have to actively engage in the process.

Seven year ago I wrote a blog (https://faithpoliticsstatsandrandomstuff.blogspot.com/2013/11/the-sad-death-of-ronald-westbrook.html) about a retired Air Force officer and Alzheimer’s patient who was murdered by a neighbor who then, like now, decided to grab his gun and take the law into his own hands. He shot Ronald A. Westbrook, Lt. Col. USAF, (Ret.) when Mr. Westbrook did not follow commands. Where have we heard that before? And Mr. Westbrook's killer faced no charges.

I’m sending my absentee ballot in today. I did not plan this at the time, but the last stamps I ordered from the US Post Office feature John Lennon and Marvin Gaye. I bought them because I like their music. Lennon was 40, Marvin Gaye was 44. 
As I put the stamps on my ballot, I can’t help but think that these are two more people we lost way too early due to gun violence. 

The saying that it’s insanity to do the same thing and expect different results has become a cliché, but it’s a cliché because it’s true. And it’s insanity to keep the same legislators and expect better laws. It’s time to change these laws and do to that we have to change our legislators. Vote.